There are two fundamental human resource: One is TRUST the other one is TRUTH. One can’t live without both and be happy.

Being a Christian is hard.

Not only because you have to be mindful of how you represent Christ on earth, but mostly because most of its tenets are more often than not goes against human nature.

If at most the deal with Christianity is that its complexity can only be summed up by the death and resurrection of its main protagonist.

Jesus Christ.

But what is also equally hard is to find the right person to listen to about Christianity.

A friend of mine once told me that he doesn’t follow people but that he only follows ideas.

I’ve thought deeply about this and I found his assertion problematic.

Instead I thought that we follow ideas by people we find are morally superior to ours because the integrity of the idea rests on the integrity of the messenger.

And what better example than the late Ravi Zacharias.

Ravi wrote extensively on the life of Jesus Christ, he was considered a shining example of what a Christian apologist should be.

I can vividly remember watching one of his videos in Youtube where he was debating with a Muslim scholar and the Muslim scholar challenged him to follow what Jesus taught his followers.

So Ravi had to remove his trousers in front of hundreds of people watching and gave it to the Muslim scholar.

Soon after the debate, multitudes of Muslims approached him and apologized for what the Muslim scholar did. Telling him that this is not how Islam really is about.

Ravi wrote dozens of books on Christian apologetics, on how to defend the teachings of Christianity and live a life of fullness in Christ.

I watched hours and hours of his interviews as such that when he died I considered that day one of the saddest times of my life.

Surely another follower of Christ, someone I look up to and admire is now in heaven.

Or so I thought.

I became familiar with Ravi’s issue with Lori Anne Thompson and her husband Brad when I read an article published by Ravi in his website RZIM.

I was made to believe that Ravi was telling the truth, because how else should one view a human being who devoted his entire life to Christ, doing philanthropic work and going around the world spreading the gospel?

Never mind that I disagree on how he views Roman Catholicism, never mind how I disagree with his fellowship with Manny Pacquiao, a known enabler of a human rights violator President named Rodrigo Duterte.

I did believe Ravi, not only because of the strength of Ravi’s character but for the lack of more information and evidence that would point to his guilt.

I cling to the conclusion that being that the case was already closed and settled outside of court, it is enough to clear Ravi of any wrongdoing.

And then Ravi died, but never the scandal.

A few months after Ravi’s death, people from RZIM, Ravi’s own ministry demanded immediate investigation and accountability based on new evidences and witnesses swearing by their testimonies against Ravi.

And true enough their concern didn’t go to waste.

It was found that Ravi was guilty, not only of what he did to Lori Anne Thompson and her husband Brad.

Ravi was guilty of more heinous, perverted and vicious sexual crimes.

To say that I was personally heartbroken is an understatement.

What Ravi did and its succeeding effects made me question a number of things about life, God and faith.

But what’s more spiritually jarring than the questions I thought is the number of people who were blindsided by Ravi.

Intelligent Christian apologists, well educated individuals, Ravi’s family and friends. Ravi’s entire world ministry.

And the seeming lack of systems in place, that would ensure no such thing ought to have happened in ministries as huge as Ravi’s.

And lastly my chief concern is, what happens next?

It is already very very hard to preach the gospel let alone live by it, but when someone like Ravi comes along and adds fuel to the fire of doubts in the mind of believers, how much more can it affect unbelievers then?

One can only imagine the repercussions.

One famous female apologist already mentioned that she will stop recommending Ravi’s books.

Another Christian philosopher I know was quick to implicate the entire RZIM as complicit which precipitated to me having a falling apart with him, after I pointed out that evidence and facts should remain supreme and one should not throw the baby out with the bathwater.

The same person rebuked me when I said that Ravi is now in hell, he said that only God has the final say about who will be in hell or not.

Again I disagreed.

If the Bible didn’t exist to give us a surefire way to reach heaven then where else should we place our trust in the faith we chose?

But more important than that, we need to help the ones that got hurt the most, them who were silenced by fear and intimidation.

My heart goes out to all his victims who had to suffer years of abuse, physical, emotional and spiritual ones.

The day that I read the message of RZIM, and clicked on the report in it. I couldn’t bring myself to finish the entire report without seething in anger and hatred.

So I prayed to God and asked him to take care of this, because this is not just a physical battle but a spiritual one.

And I honestly think that Ravi lost that battle, and he is now in hell.

I went ahead and deleted his books in my kindle app.

I am pretty sure that atheists and critics of Christianity are having a heyday.

They would be using the example of Ravi as another ammunition against Christ.

They will point at how helpless this so called God, Ravi preaches, in stopping him from doing the evil things that he did.

They will delude people into believing that all of these are approved by God and blessed in his church.

They will mark this down along with the numerous crimes perpetrated by people of faith, and as an example that one does not need God in order to live a full and meaningful life.

Or that the most heinous crimes are perpetrated by people who present themselves as messengers of Christ.

And they would be right.

There is no defending Ravi Zacharias.

But there is good reason to defend Christ and the gospel despite Ravi and people like him.

I don’t purport to know what God wanted to achieve by him allowing Ravi do what he did.

And I also don’t think that Ravi is a good enough reason to leave one’s faith.

If at all the experience of what Ravi was able to accomplish only opened up the lapses in humanity’s faith towards it leaders it admires.

Along the way, people are fickle and have a tendency to forget how to make people accountable, and being blinded by power Ravi was able to fool everyone around him, even his own family.

What is hardest to accept is that Ravi spoke truth while living a lie.

This goes back to my friend’s statement, that he doesn’t follow people, but that he only follows ideas.

Can a Christian still use the words, teachings and arguments used by Ravi despite his fall from grace?

Rationally yes, but ethically no.

And human beings are meant to be ethical creatures, that even if one hears certain truths, their impression of the one who speaks it, will still influence how that truth would mean to them.

Ravi’s work and its utility to answer spiritual questions can still be viewed as valid philosophically, but ethically holds no water.

Furthermore Ravi and his ministry was also able to prove without reasonable doubt, that lack of transparency in any organization whether it be for the greater glory of God or for the promulgation of the gospel will only result to its own ruin.

So if you’ve read this far after watching the entire video of pastor Mike Winger, then I hope you can also find peace in your heart as it did mine with a few tears on the side.

And may we forgive ourselves for being blinded, fooled and used, so we can move forward and learn from all of these.

I am adding the remarks of pastor Mike Winger from the video below for more reference.

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Lori Anne Thompson’s full victim impact statement video – https://youtu.be/4kDe8caElaw​

Victims of Ravi can safely contact (or have someone they trust contact) Rachael Denhollander a former victim and advocate who will help them. Please don’t spam her with emails, this is for victims who need a safe person to take up their cause. mailto:rjd.requests@gmail.com

This is not a video I’m looking forward to. But this is why I’m doing it.

1) Ravi’s victims need vindication. In particular, Lori Anne Thompson has been continually maligned and horribly treated because she brought TRUE accusations against Ravi.

I believed the worst about her because of the comments from Ravi and the echoes of those comments from RZIM. This only made her a continual victim. We need to clear her name.

2) Ravi’s sins have left a lot of open wounds that need tending. Both in the body of Christ and in RZIM.

Believers need to be reminded of how to process all this as a follower of Christ, of how true Christ remains regardless of this tragedy and how to handle this situation so that we don’t wrongly treat RZIM staff, Ravi’s family or continue to make the error of ignoring red flags that may still lead to more discoveries. I’ve seen every kind of wrong response online already.

I pray to God that I would have wisdom to help us all to have wisdom here. If you are reading this before I go live then please stop and pray for me as I prepare for this video.

3) Scripture commands us to openly deal with a leader who persists in sin, which is proven by evidence, by telling the local body so that other leaders can properly fear their own falling (1 Tim 5:19​-20).

Since Ravi was a leader in worldwide Christianity with personal character endorsements from countless other leaders this command can only be fulfilled by taking the truth as public as his endorsements were.

4) If we as the body of Christ do not deal with this issue openly then I feel that we implicate ourselves in some sort of complicity at this point.

The witness of Christ in the world has been harmed by Ravi’s sin and we do need to publicly deal with it. Due to my own place in ministry as a public figure I do feel compelled to speak on this.

Like many of you I am angry and I’m sad. But we can’t respond with conspiracy theories that deny the overwhelming evidence of persistent sin, abuse of power, abuse of ministry funds, abuse of women and how calculated and deliberate it all was.

The facts are in, all that is left is to face them and try to respond in ways that honor Christ.

To Ravi’s family, I’m really sorry I am making a video about your father/husband/relative. It breaks my heart and I hate the idea of adding hurt to what you are going through.

Please know that I don’t mean you harm and I’m not on the bandwagon of heartless crowds. I am compelled that this must be done and I pray that you will find, in some way, some help in it as well.

The PDF of the full Miller & Martin investigative report on Ravi 

The board of RZIM’s most recent statement (as of 2/15/2020) 

The timeline according to Brad and Lori 

Christianity Today Spa Article 

World Magazine Spa Article

Open Letter from Thompsons

My teaching explaining that all sin is NOT the same.